The Real Story I Have To Tell -1

[AngleBaby]

I hope the assets are split fairly, but are you prepared to give everything to Annie?

[AngleBaby]

I do have a question though. Annie said she would never leave you. What if Aaron made her choose one or the other? Would she leave Aaron or leave you?

[devavu2009]

Oh, Angle, you don't quit. Last time I left her, she didn't kick me out. I came back, she dumped him. Well, it was a slow dump. But she eventually ended up with me. It was very nasty. I cannot answer your question this time, but my feeling is that she would choose me. But things are so much different now, I'm not sure. Of course, I am a lot more arrogant than I deserve to be, and that arrogance got me in a lot of trouble in the past. Maybe arrogant isn't the word. Is there a word for taking people for granted?

I am not in control now - other than to say yes or no.

There are as many reasons for doing that as not.

I hope you have a good Saturday, AngleBaby.

[Saraha]

Please post daily if you can as lots of us are hanging on every word you write - we are your friends, and we need to know what the Lawyer says in as much detail as you can give us. Don't think you are the only cuck who is going through rough times. Your words are gold to us, so please keep posting whether good or bad. We neede you to always be our friend. Keep telling us how you feel, open up your heart, we need to know..........don't walk away and leave us wondering. Our love is with you, we want a happy outcome, a win-win for all concerned.

[AngleBaby]

I have little to due on the weekends because of my job and studies. Until my fiancé gets some personal time, I am in virtual isolation where I am. So posting where I think it is interesting to do so is what takes up my time.

But you trust Annie would divorce Aaron if he made her choose and would Aaron ever make her choose?

[devavu2009]

Apparently getting divorced isn't very hard. In fact, it's depressingly easy. At least that was my impression on Friday, when Annie and I visited our lawyer. Of course, we had very little to work out. Everything is 50-50; debts, assets, everything. We argued about nothing, disputed nothing. I won't get into details except to say we're both covered.

On the was home from the lawyers, we didn't talk. My mood was pensive, withdrawn. Annie was quiet too, but her face told another story. She had a satisfied, happy expression. The edges of her mouth curved slightly upward, almost a smile. Her eyes were a disturbing contradiction of triumphant twinkle and dreamlike glaze. Almost trance-like, yet giddy.

Once home, she stripped naked, grabbed a towel and the cordless phone, and went out on the patio by the pool.

"Come out here, D," she called to me. "Bring the Coppertone."

She held out both hands, cupped. I squirted some lotion in each hand. Slowly, she began massaging the liquid into each of her breasts.

"You can do the rest," she said.

Once buttered up, she lay down not on the sun lounge, but sat on a straight back chair. Her ass straddled the edge of the seat. Her legs were spread wide. I grabbed a cushion for my knees. I knew what she wanted me to do. Something was making her very, very horny.

I spent an hour worshiping her pussy and ass, while she talked on the phone with Aaron. They were making plans for the night. Plans for a celebration. Starting at 6:45 pm.

[AngleBaby]

Yeah, I think you are going to get it in the ass by Aaron, like or not.
Remember, no means no and if Annie tries to emotionally pressure you into saying yes, you still said no and it will be sex you do not want to have.

[devavu2009]

Yes Ma'am

Sometimes our dog just goes crazy when Annie gets home from work. He jumps up and down to greet her, and licks any exposed area of her body he can find. He is sooo happy to see her. She entertains this for about 20 seconds, and then pushes the dog aside so she can enter the house. The dog then follows her, tail wagging, making circles, hoping for more; maybe a treat, maybe a hug. But Annie is done with him.

When the dog greets me, it's different. I end up rolling around on the floor with him. It's a five minute love fest. In fact, the dog gets tired of me before I get tired of the dog. His excitement finally fades, and he meanders off to find a place to lay down - usually an area of the floor strategically chosen to block one or both of us from proceeding unless we give him some other kind of attention. I call it his "take me for a walk" position.

When Annie was finished with me on the patio Friday afternoon, I felt like the dog. She pushed my head away from her crotch, mid-lick, stood up, and walked into the kitchen. She opened the fridge and seemed to take an inventory. She checked the liquor cabinet. She called me.

"D, I need you to go to the store," she said. "We need one New York Strip for Aaron and one salmon or grouper filet for me. Get whatever is fish is on sale. Two bottles of decent white wine. Some asparagus. When you get back, set up a table for two out on the patio. You'll be cooking for us tonight."

"Ok," I responded.

"You know, D, I really liked it the other day when you called me 'Ma'am'," she said. "From now on, that's what I want you to call me. I think it is more respectful than using my first name, or no name at all, don't you?"

"Yes, Ma'am."

"That's better."

I couldn't resist. I had to ask her: "You mean for tonight? 'Ma'am'? Or from now on?"

She glared at me. "From now on. Unless we are with friends or family, you will address me as 'Ma'am' from now on. That's what I want. Do you understand?"

"Yes, Ma'am."

[devavu2009]

Yes Ma'am

This was all so different than I expected. The familiarity I've always had with Annie worked to soften our edgy play. I always had a sense - often incorrectly, as it turns out - that it was all kind of a big tease; almost a wink wink. Or at least that if I was unsure, or unwilling to do something, there would be little long term consequence.

For example, if I didn't want to cook dinner for her and Aaron. Or if I just kept calling her 'Annie'.

I no longer felt or feel that same comfortable familiarity. I am dealing with a different woman. I know she is not even remotely playing games. I know she means everything she says. And I know she won't let me fall back on familiar excuses. Things have really changed for us. For example, I felt so used on the patio on Friday, down on my knees, servicing her. I could have been a battery powered vibrator for all she seemed to care.

But it made me feel very, very submissive, and very very close to her in a very different way. I can't explain why this act felt so natural, and good - while simulateously feeling impersonal and demeaning, but it was remarkable and memorable. I am still writing about it 4 days later, so it obviously made an impression. I know I would do this again, willingly, every day if she wanted me to.

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When I returned home with the food, Annie told me to prepare the table on the patio. She then instructed me to change the sheets on her bed.

"I've been sleeping on them for 4 days," she said. "I want Aaron to have nice fresh sheets
tonight."

"Yes, Ma'am," I said.

"D," she called as I was halfway to the patio, "Before you do anything, I want you to remove all of your clothes. Perhaps tomorrow you can get dressed, but you'll be nude until I tell you otherwise."

This was definitely a new one. Normally, it's them running around nude, swimming nude, watching television nude, or half nude. I am always dressed - in something. At least shorts and a tee-shirt. I guess I am self conscious about my chastity device(s). Or, when I wasn't locked up, about the size of my cock. I was thinking about these things, when her voice broke in.

"Did you hear me, D?"

"Yes, Ma'am, I responded"

[AngleBaby]

You want to be treated in this manner? To be treated like a dog or a thing?

Can you any longer be sure she would choose you over Aaron if Aaron were to make her choose?

Would she treat you any differently if she (in theory) knew that you did not enjoy your possition or knew if you were depressed? Or if you withdraw completely emotionally stop "playing" with them, would she still have you or would she issue another ultimatum?

To be honest, what I read was an ultimatum she issued you the first time. She has no interest in communicating with you on what you are willing to do or not to do. She has no interest in treating you like a friend. She has no interest in treating you like a husband. If you asked her to treat you equally to Aaron from the start, she would have said no, I assume.

She even seemed overjoyed when she got that divorce from you. Did she even notice you were withdrawn, distant? Did she show any concern for your emotional state?

Weird part is, you seem to enjoy it. That is what I cannot get into my head.