Humuiliation the path to my cuckolding

[Catfish8]

Humiliation has played a major part of my life. When I was a young teenager my brother tricked me into licking his balls which he call it a chig a chog. For some reason the act of licking his balls turned me on I guess it was the nasty thought of what I did. I soon began licking his cock. I soon started sucking his cock, and playing with mine as I sucked him. My older brother soon didn’t pressure me to suck him anymore, then my other brother took over and made me suck his dick or he would tell our parents how I sucked my older brother off. I sucked my brother all through Jr. High School. We both played football and we all joked and laugh about queers as they called them back then. I was a bully in school and pushed a lot of kids around, but at home I would be on my knees sucking cock to completion. I would go into the bathroom with my brothers hot cum still burning my throat as I jack-off thinking about the kids I bully around finding out what a pathetic fagot I was.

In high school my brother started dating and that ending my cocksucking duties. I try to do normal things I even lost my cherry in the eleventh grade as a girl made me feel like it was to be a powerful man again. Things went great after that I made it through high school, but I still had to jack off at time and that mend thinking about being a sex slave and guys and girls I knew finding out. I still like going out in the woods and striping naked and jacking off thinking about getting caught and having to suck cock to gain my release. I always thought I would out grow this crazy fantasy.

I graduated from high school and went straight to work things life was great. I soon started dating and a beautiful blonde and we soon set the date to marry. My wife to be was cheating on me and told me so two days before we married. I broke off the marriage for a day, but then forgave her after a day. The funny thing about her cheating is it made me horny. At work I started driving the service truck. I got the keys to the business and would strip naked and jack off at the business or when I was out on a call and could get into the woods. I spend my naked time jacking off fantasizing about my wife cheating on me as I was a fagot cocksucker.

My wife took a job as a janitor at a local night club. She would go in at about 1:00pm and work till about 4:00pm in the evening. After a couple of months she started helping bartend. I would strip naked and fantasize about her fucking the guys at the bar. Afterwards I would accuse her of cheating on me and she would get mad. Later on she started drinking at the bar she worked at, she would come home and climb on my face and I would lick her to orgasm, then she would go to sleep. I found out after we divorced from a friend of hers I guess it was her way of getting back at me for accusing her of cheating, what she was doing to me almost every night was feeding me the cum of the guys at the bar. I acted like it made me sick to her, so I could hide my erection. As soon as she left I stripped naked and called myself a cuckold cum eater as I jacked off into my hand, and lick it clean.

After two years of marriage it was over and I started dating again. This time I married a good looking brunette. Things went fine for about three years don’t get me wrong I still jacked off and got naked but not with her. I would beg her to cuckold me, but she wouldn’t. Over the next fifteen years I would get naked as much as I could and jack off.
I would lick her pussy all the time and just fuck her about once a month. She would give me great blow-jobs. As time went by after I would eat her pussy to orgasm she would let me talk to her about cuckolding me I would jack off to a powerful orgasm. The blow jobs almost stopped and I ask her why and she said my dick didn’t like her anymore. I was having a problem keeping an erection and it got to where I couldn’t even get it up. I then brought her a few dildo and vibrates would use them on her as I told her they were different men fuck her as I lick her to orgasm.

Things went fine for a while, but with a soft dick she confesses that she missed the closeness of me making love like a real man. I jack off right in front of her as I called myself a useless cuckold and she told me she needed to feel like a woman and a man with a hard dick does that. I shot cum all over myself to the best orgasm I ever had. She told me afterward she never seen me have such a loud orgasm.

After that day she didn’t mine we talking about her fucking other men. She would even call me up at work and I would strip naked and jack off as she would tell me stories of her fucking at bachelor parties or fucking some of my friends or co-workers. She would tell me how I would get caught jacking off at work and she would have to fuck my boss to kept my job. Of course done of it was true but I would beg her to make the stories true and make me a cuckold.

My wife started losing weight and joins the gym and soon she tone and started sunbathing She would come home and tell me what the guys would say to her at work and it made her real horny and I would eat her pussy or fuck her with one of her vibrating dildo as I told her how one of the guys was fucking her. I built a room outside so she could sun bath in the nude. She was hot.

She was ready if you want to hear more just let me know.

[Susan's Slave]

Yes, I would love to hear more of your story, please go on!

[MacNfries]

Catfish ... you seem to be laying our your life story here on us. Just curious, but during your early years (5-18) did you also like abusing animals, like dogs and cats? I know this sounds off-topic, but maybe not! Mac

[Catfish8]

No I did nothing with animal I don’t understand maybe I’m just stupid or something, I can’t be real smart look what I have did to my life.

Some of the guys at her work started talking to her very intimately and after much encouragement from me she started feeling very sexy around them and she encouraged their sexual advances. When she came home she would be really horny I would use one of her dildos as I told her stories of how the guys at her work wanted to fuck her. Then after she cummed I would roll over and jack off as she would then all she did that day when I got close to cuming I would get very vocal and beg her to fuck one of the guys at work and she would agree as I would have a major orgasm. She would always say afterwards no.

Weeks past then months and my wife started purchasing very sexy and skimpy clothes and she started taking belly dancing. She got a belly button and she was horny all the time she need a cock and I push it as hard as I could until she finally agreed to cuckold me. She set it up for the following Tuesday morning because they both worked night shift and he would be off. He picked her up and they went down the road and talked while I was at work going crazy thinking about what was going on I couldn’t hardly think my mind was thinking all kinds of things mostly if she was safe I never met this guy. They met around 9:00am in the morning and she called me at 4:30pm and told me I was now a real cuckold. Man I got really horny thinking about what they did I had another 3 hours before I could go home I was a wreck but I didn’t want to jack off I wanted to save it I wanted to eat a cream pie.I went to the bathroom at work and wrote cuckold in big letters down the side of my leg with a magic marker in big letters that just made it worse I wrote slave above my little dick. I wrote cum eater down my other leg in large letters. The guys at work much have thought I was sick as I kept making trips to the rest room writing my humiliation things on my body I looked like a tattoo person by the time the 3 hours passed.

When I got home I went straight to our bedroom and stripped naked as my wife laughed at my tattoo body. She spread her legs and her cunt was red and sore. She told me he had fucked her 3 times and she had given him a blow job to completion. I lower my face to her cunt and could smell the scent of another man’s cum on my wife’s cunt I started licking and sucking another man’s cum from my wife. I suck on her for about an hour and then I let her relax. She look at me and said don’t you want to cum. I told her yes but I want it to last I feel so great. I then asked her where her panties was she said in the floor I got up and found them opened them up and saw the cum in them I pulled them over my head and sucked the crotch into my mouth and took my tongue and cleaned her panties as I jacked off.

I hope you like more latter.

I leave you some pictures also

[Susan's Slave]

Very interesting story. It sounds like you got what you wanted from your wife. Is she still cuckolding and humiliating you?

If you are taking this humiliation as a way of repenting the bad things you did when you were a bully I don't think it will work. I hope that this is just a very enjoyable new way to enjoy your sexuality.

[Catfish8]

I just think back to when I was a bully and the great feeling it was to have the chicken shit guys suck up to me just to be their friend. I think how it would feel to be a bull in a cuckold relationship and having the husband on his knees begging me to fuck his wife so he could win my attention. I would laugh at him as I would force him to be his wife's fluffer. But the greatest would he fucking his wife and her telling him what a sick and twisted cocksucker he is to serve the man that was fucking his wife instead of kicking his ass. I do like the idea of giving back to guys who would have been bulled by me and serving them at a level they would have never shank too. i just hope some day to kiss the balls of all the guys I bulled and let them fuck my wife as I show my respect to them and fluff them and clean their cocks and clean their cum from my wife cunt and ask them if we are even now

[Susan's Slave]

It is a great fantasy, but I hope you do not try this at your reunion!

[Catfish8]

I will post some more this weekend will tell you how things has progress over the last 3 years you will enjoy if your a humilate cuckold or a powerful bull.

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[sissycharlotte]

that was HOT!, thankyou babe -x-

[Catfish8]

The days that follow were some of the hardest I felt jealous not at him, my wife because she was having her cake and eating it too. What could I say I had begged her for years to fuck another man now she does and I am jealous? You might ask why? Just imagine giving your wife the woman you love to another man and he is getting all the pussy and her great blow-jobs to completion (did I mention that) knowing that I will never fuck her again and only get to lick her pussy. I know if your horny that sounds great but in real life it sucks and is hard. You need someone to talk to, if you talk to your wife she feel responsible and the guilt make her fight with you, which causes her to go to Chris (her lover) and tell him, and he consoles her and gets more pussy and his dick sucked, while I get a handful of tears.

You can’t talk to friends or family about your problem so I went to the internet and found a friend that would listen and was the people I thought I needed to help me with this problem. Tim was his name and he told me it would all pass and for me to encourage my wife to keep seeing him and for me to treat her like a queen and make sure I did the entire house work while she is away. Well the idea of being docile to my wife did appeal to me mainly because of the years of being submissive to my brothers. I agreed to do it.

As the weeks passed I talked to Valerie and she agrees to keep having sex with him. She would tell me things and I would get horny and would jack-off as she told me how she had sucked his cock or he had fucked her.

Tim would tell me things like Valerie would soon get aggressive with me and do things like letting Chris do things I never had, like fucking her ass. I knew that wasn’t going to happen because I begged Valerie for over most of our marriage to let me and she finally told me if she could fuck my ass with her dildo she would let me. After about 15 years and my dick went limp I let it go as something I would never experience.

One of her friends at work was having a picnic on her farm and they had invited the entire employee at work to come and bring their spouses. These friends of Valerie had these picnic parties about a couple of times a year. I said sounds like fun and she told me that if I came Chris couldn’t come. Chris didn’t want to be around me he was afraid that I would try to kick his ass for fucking my wife. So if I went Valerie said she would just forget it so Chris could go because he had been a few times and enjoyed going. I finally told Valerie to go ahead and go and let Chris take you. She agreed and I went to work on Saturday so Chris would come down to our house and pick Valerie up. Chris pick her up about 9:00am. Valerie called me when they had left and I came home stripped naked and began doing the laundry. I put a load in the washer and went upstairs and washed the dishes. After the dishes were done I came down stairs and put the wet clothes in the dryer and put another load in the washer. I then went back upstairs and mopped the floors and cleaned the bathrooms. I did the laundry as I cleaned the bedrooms and did the dusting it took me about all day as Chris and Valerie was at their picnic party. Cleaning the house while naked and knowing my wife was with another man feeling the submissiveness of it was making me super horny. I sat down at the computer and got on the internet and talked to Tim who happens to be on line. I told Tim everything I did and he said that’s a good bitch! His nasty talk just increases my arouser state. I took a magic marker and wrote down my leg cuckold and then down the other cum eater. I wrote useless above my dick and Chris fucks my wife down the inside of my legs. Tim demanded I write Valerie Bitch on my chest. I did it all I was in complete humiliation I wrote the nastiest things I could think on myself with that magic marker. Tim would tell me more degrading things to write as I new he was laugh at my passive state.

As I was about to explode I heard Chris and Valerie pull up it was about 9:00pm and I hurried into our bedroom to hide my naked body with all the nasty words I had written on it. I heard Chris drive off as Valerie came up the stairs

It gets better……………………………….more later